copy of first thread just more info

[Faith2Change]

hi everyone, my name is Bree. I am two weeks and two days sober off of weed. I also am diagnosed with a few disorders,and I don't mind sharing. Major depressive disorder, panic disorder, post traumatic stress disorder, and recently new Bipolar type 2. I am young, but I've never felt quite my age. I'm just looking for a place where people will listen and comment me with whatever comes to mind, whether it be advice or just a comfort reply. Thank you for reading this. I look forward to being apart of this community. I was raised by an alcoholic/substance abuser of a father, who abused me mentally, verbally, and physically. I am still dealing with some parts of the abuse, but now that I am 3000 miles apart, it's easier to deal with. I'm on a lot of medications, which I turned to last September, because I lost complete control of myself and became agoraphobic. I'm doing better, I just need support because my family doesn't understand much of what I'm going through, even though my mother is also diagnosed with panic disorder. the depression is what is getting the most of me right now. And the nightmares are getting worse. Every single night I'm having them. I can't stand that anymore. And i'm trying to get help with therapy, but I left my car and all my belongings in California when I moved back to Louisiana in December. Long story short, my father came home really drunk and started screaming horrible things at me, and I finally hit rock bottom, and was offered by my mother to come back here with my boyfriend and try to get on my feet. I still have no car, no job, and all i'm working on is college and of course my disorders as much as I can do by myself. Sorry for rambling, but I feel i should lay it all out. If you are interested in knowing more private message me. or just reply.

Thanks everyone