How did it begin for you?

[Little Missy]

Since I've been in recovery I am more aware of my thoughts and actions. That is why I'm shocked that this is starting to happen with me. I don't understand what is going on.

I know I'm just at the beginning of having an eating disorder and I want it to stop. I have enough trouble without adding to it. My mind seems to just find other ways to self destruct. This has been going on since my surgery last June.

I have been eating one meal a day and snacks in between. But now, when I eat, I am way over eating. Is this the way is starts? Starving myself and then eating everything in sight. Then feeling bad because I ate so much. Not to mention feeling so full I could burst!! This is just not like the old me.

Please share with me, how it started for you.