I just don't know anymore

[indigo]

Yes day one is good, be well AGW. We are here for you.

[Giyana]

ATW, how is it going for you today? I see Vic posted something that might flush out our dear Wings...

Keeping you in my heart, Gi

[AgainstTheWind]

Done-With-It said ..
Here is another link that may help with some of the other stuff you mentioned..

It has tons of info. on it. A lot of it for CA, but it is world wide. Great story on there also about the guy who owns it and why he made the site.
ihml flash checker

lol, great title eh.

lol, very appropriate title. Read a little on that site then searched for similar programs in Florida. I already know I won't be eligible for UC. Unless I missed something (which may be the case since this is uncharted territory for me), it appears as if all of Florida's other programs either require the applicant to be pregnant, or be the custodian of kid(s) under the age of 18, or already be receiving SSI. We even have a program to help refugees get housing, and job training and job placement. What I didn't see were any programs that assisted single US citizens with no dependents who are not blind and under the age of 65/62/60 (age varied on some programs). How in the hell do single people who just lost their jobs or recently filed chapter 7 get by? I think the only way I could qualify for SSA/SSI is if I could claim disability, which would be a stretch. Now I'm really a nervous wreck.

Ok enough on that topic. The good news for the day is I'm 2.5 hours away from succesfully completing day 1.

Thanks for your support everyone.

Off to find Lucky's thread

[LuckyV2]

The Title *I Just Don't Know Anymore* Is exactly how I am feeling. Once again I am filled and having major anxiety attacks, fear, paranoia, Scared to death really and what sucks is I'm out of my meds. But than I was thinking maybe I should just take myself off of all of them. It seems that all of this just starting getting really bad when the Doctor put me on Zanax. I can't live like i am feelling today. And ya. I screwed up again. I am tired. I can't do this thing

[Glassman96]

I've found myself up to $75,000 in debt once. I was making all the payments until three things hit me all at once. It was my fault for the debt, but it wasn't my fault that I had to file for bankruptcy. Greedy CC companies. I paid off the bankruptcy and my only debt is my house. I will never get another CC as long as I live. It's hard to live a simple life in such a complicated world. I often wonder why man has to make things so complicated. I just continue to stay clean, pray to God and try to live my life the way He would like me to live it. I've been there in that darkness and the only light that could penetrate it, was the Light of Christ. I constantly turn everything over to God, He can take care of it better than I can. So far, He's done a wonderful job. I may be unemployed and almost broke, but as long as He is with me, how bad can things get? I'll be praying for you. Have faith and ask the Lord for help and guidance. God Bless You