Not that I don't already know.....

[Done_With_It!]

but my mother sets me off so freaking bad when it comes to any part of my disorder. She Alwayssss has........
If I'm not in the mood she wants me to be
she gets pissed off at me......
It's that 'Little Miss Perfect' streak she expects
in me and she always freaking has.......

There are times I do get why she gets mad at me, but then there are times like
today she leaves me dumbfounded... Her and my Dad are both the same way
when it comes to me.... Sometimes I wish I was still a teenager or that I wasn't
even doing this whole recovery stuff. Times like this make me want Nothing
to do with recovery at all.........
For my ed that is, and cutting........ (I have no desire to do drugs)
Anyway........ Whatever....... I am just venting........ Pisses me off, it's been like
two hours now, and I guarantee you she's off and about probably having her
wine, not even thinking about that stupid phone call........