Long Overdue Update

[GwenMarie]

Well hello everyone! Oh my gosh things have changed so much for me. I came home to put my family together and it fell apart anyway. I wont even begin to list all the details. It just couldnt work. I got a job in January and have been working full time for the first time in years. I can say it feels good to work and be normal again. I did leave Paul in Febuary and moved into my own apartment. Man am I struggling but Im makin it just fine. I work so much overtime I have time for little else since I have my kids most of the time too. I dont have access to a computer right now and I use the one at my moms when I come out here. I am here at moms tonight because she has had knee surgery and I got her and her kids and home to take care of in addition to my own but its okay. I can do it and hold my own. I have been doing good with my probation officer and the requirements they put on me. Its been over two years of being clean for me now! I also got my very own dog too! I just got her a couple weeks ago. She is a Carine Terrier and 7 months old. She looks just like Toto off the Wizard Of Oz except she is blonde! Paul and I are seperated now and Im okay with that. We get along good and things are just fine for now. We talk and share the kids without any problems. Im makin a move for a better life for me now. Nothing is gonna stand in my way now. Im sorry I dissappeared but I had to get my self together. But I will be checkin in a little more often as I will be out here at moms more often. I think of all of you all the time. And Laurie I will be calling you very soon. And I just PM'd you too Done! Man, its good to see all of yu again. I really missed you.