Spilled Sugar / White Drugz

[Electric]

I awoke from some seriously bad nightmarez, stumbled into the kitchen in a haze, and went to grab a cup of coffee from the coffee machine ,and being disoriented, spilled some of the sugar from the **** when I glanced at the spill, it made me sick to my stomach,my heart started to pound and I felt my knees get weak, the chunks and granules fell in a manner such as when you would dump white drugz out onto a mirror or table and some of it looked like a perfect fat line I would have chopped up, I wanted to vomit, I wanted to yell in disgust ,maybe, actually, I did, the chills went up my spine and I quickly grabbed the dish sponge to erase the accident I created ,I am so glad I do not use anymore, I know it was only sugar, but my brain quickly played tricks on myself, just when I think I have this addiction under control, it bites me in the ass, and it bites hard , Think my mind is telling Me "just a little reminder"







Oh how I am so glad, I am Clean and Sober.....



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Stay Safe Alwayz,C.J.