When I Struggle

[Hopefloats]

Lately I have had a lot of struggles. One person that was the pillar of strength in my life was my mom. From a little girl onto womanhood...this woman could make my world make sense, no matter what was going on.

I have been actually hearing her words as of late. It is as if she is in the room with me. My daddy was also that amazing strong person....but for now it is my mom that is coming through to me in a way that makes me feel that she is really, in the room with me as I said.

I am in need of forgiveness for something. The interesting thing is, that this is something so minor that someone has chosen to feel anger and much well "asshole behavior" about, where it almost makes no sense at all. I am really lacking the right words to explain what happened.

Anyway...when I DO struggle, I cannot tell you what strength I gain from that beautiful woman, that could only bear the name "my mom" brings into my life. I somehow know, that no matter what the other person chooses to do, I AM going to be allright. If you had a mom like mine, you could understand the amazing grace that she brings into my life, although I lost her 4 years ago.. I will always honor her....always

Thanks for listening..