Sort of recovery.... but just life!

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I was told today that any work requiring any resources had to be passed by the senior management group - on past experience that's a 4 month wait just to get defered! It's now official, I have nothing to do at work, won't have anything to do at work, have no means to generate or begin fresh work, and no answer to current reports - a total halt!

I don't know if I've been a mug to hang on so long, I've looked and looked for new angles, hoped tried, persuaded, written everything up, waited, and even begged - ALL just to be either told I can or can't do something, always being told it's still in the decision making process.

I'm so grateful not to be facing this alone, D will support us while I study full time - I might even work P/T packing at his workplace!

On Monday I'm booked to see the chief honcho, newly arrived - but it's been cancelled twice so far. If I get the chance I will go and speak plainly. Either way short of him intervening in the afternoon I have supervision where I'll discuss what to write in my resignation.

DAMMIT!!! These are viable reports!! (hence nobody saying no to them) I'm bloody good at my job and all I want to do is work!!!! I HATE THIS I don't want to leave what I've done already to rot but I can't stand being paid to do nothing while they rot.