I Checked My Mail

[WingsFreed]

No no no Velvet, it's ok, I'm just rambling on about life stuff. You're where you need to be on your thread talking things through.

Laurie thanks for wanting to help. But yes I've come to a decision that is right for me, nothing gained nothing lost I figure. Sometimes what we don't know won't hurt us right?

I feel so much better today having finally put closure with this. Not gonna lie either, part that will always be with me lurking around, the difference today is, I won't allow it to control my life anymore.

I did put the envelope in the wood stove, I sat and watched it burn and said good bye to that part of my life. If it was meant to be it would have right?

One thing I haven't done, which I can do is close things off so if anyone is looking for me they can find me now. The records are all open in my province as of this past september. I'm not sure what I want to do about that. From what I was told I have biological siblings out there, and if they did want to get in touch with me, well it might not be a bad thing. Anyway I will leave that alone for the time being.

Laurie I'm so happy you found your girl and are friends today, she's very blessed having you as a friend I can only imagine all of the emotions you had to have had. WHEW

Hehe let's keep Happy Dancing...or even Belly Dancing haha, time to shimmie.