OK this is how it is for me..

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I spent 7 days of my life not on the booze, finished that particular shift and fell asleep. I missed the appointment with my DS teacher at 4.30 and was mortified. This happened without drinking.

So I found the best answer - I got drunk last night. I didn't take my DS to school and spend the best part of today in bed with both my DS & DD just hanging around, bearing in mind that they are 1 & 4, this is not particularly good. I am now a bit pissed as my friend cooked us a special dinner tonight.

My DS didn't go to nursery which is fixed in with the school and as it's only the 2nd day he has missed I can't find it in myself to worry too much.

I have the week off from work next week and I am worrying already. I can't drink. This mustn't happen.